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I am someone who is not good at making decisions but I jolly well know it if I am not happy about something.

So when an opportunity comes along to get me out of my so called misery I should be feeling damn happy. But being the pessimist that I shamefully am , it never fails to make me stop and wonder about my decision.

I guess I have the answer in my mind but I just need assurance to make sure I am not acting irrationally.

p.s. I am glad I managed to hold myself up throughout this so called ordeal that I am battling within.