I'm finally leaving

Last week was one of the most difficult week at work both physically and mentally.

It takes me a lot of courage to speak to my boss about my decision to leave , to me its even harder than going for an interview. The ' exit interview' was mentally challenging , I had to put on a brave front though deep inside I was crumbling. I left the boss's office feeling very upset but I know my decision is final and is the correct one.

I thought I could exit in a better manner but unfortunately it wasn't. I was asked to leave the office this very morning , to pack my stuffs and to leave whatever that is to leave behind. With a very heavy heart I packed and cleared my desk , bid my goodbyes and left. As I took the lift down I was trying very hard to pull my tears back. I have no chance to explain to anyone , no chance for even a proper goodbye. I feel so sorry for myself for ending things like that.

I know it's all said and done. I am officially out of there and today onwards I am going to leave all unhappiness aside and look forward to a new beginning.

Thank you to everyone who have been so supportive, without this strength it will be very hard for me to handle.