Seven Months Ago ...

And just like that I have almost come to the end of my pregnancy. Still remember very vividly the day we found out the news. It was a random day and I was at the sinseh trying to get her help to 'tune' my body , never did I know I am already pregnant right there and then. The news caught me totally off guard and I was half thinking this could be a real joke. But that little tester sitting on the sinseh's desk just affirmed that there is a little ' bean' sitting right inside of me. To be exact this little 'bean' has been there for almost two months at the time it was realised. Oh how could I have missed it ? But I did.

I remember leaving the clinic with the test kit wrapped in my bag , peeking at it every now and then, walking on the streets feeling a little dazed. I called hubs and told him what the sinseh just told me. He sounded quite cool about it but I remember telling him that we needed to get another test kit just to make sure.

So we got home and I went to pee on the stick again. The next few minutes was the most anticipating moment. I know it was going to be positive but I needed that extra affirmation. The results say it all.

Truth is I still could not really believe it , maybe it was a little overwhelming for the night. I remember hubs coaxing me to call my aunt and asked her what to do next. But the 'P' word just cannot come out from my mouth. I hesitated and paced around my room until I plucked up my courage to call Aunt B.

The next day I found ourselves at the gynae clinic , I did an ultrasound and it was there we saw the little 'bean' , so small but so real.

Things fall into place thereafter , news spreaded and I started to experience morning sickness. I see our little 'bean' grow day by day until she is not longer a bean anymore.

And just like that this little girl of ours will be coming right out in a few weeks time. Exciting times ahead.